"You get the best version of me when I can feel safe around you. If I'm not soft or
submissive, I don't trust you.
My feminity flourishes in healthy environments. I protect that version of me because I've spent so much time healing and preserving that version of me."
Going celibate over the past 9 months as a 21year old was the best decision in my life.
It didn't come over as a decision, tho. I ended up feeling more guided by a higher power to not pursue anyone else other than myself. And really dedicate this sacred space to my inner growth.
Through this, I learned a lot about myself, about love, the future, and others. And how our society, our environment, and our childhood can affect us over time. For us to desire such a "toxic love and only want intercourse to get railed"
The more I started to release the need and urge, wanting to be intimate with someone else. The more I learned to trust myself and use this sacred sexual energy to heal parts of the self and others on a deep level. Something I never thought would be possible in my own reality.
In my next post, I'll be sharing more about the benefits I experienced and how this brings me into much more tune with the source.
Feel free to ask questions, I am so down to answer you in more depth.
Love, Zaza. ❤
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